Me, MySelf & Faisal~ Five ... <3

Faisal: Halla Wulla .. ashouf il MSN emnawer
Sara: Ahlain .. Thanx
F: Keifek ?
S: el7mdellah eb’5air .. u ?
F: el7mdellah mashie il 7al ..keif il derasaa ?
S: Hmm wulla Allrite ..
F: entii wesh tdreseen ? wesh ta’59e9ek ?
S: Political Science .. ow enta ?
F: Allah eywafgik ya 7elwaa .. ana ma’5eth Business ..
S: Ajm3een ya rab .. !!
Faisal I gotta head to bed I have early plans for tomorrow !!
I’ll ttyL
F: ma3a iny kent ab’3aa aklmik bss ma3laih .. t9b7een 3ala ‘5air ya gomar !!
S: G’Nite !

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while I was talking to Faisal, other convo.s kept pop’en up ..

however all got postponed !! or even ignored !!

3azoouz : el nas etslim !!
3azoouz : Saraaa !!

3azouz: ya 7aywana

Sara: way3a chem mara agoolik la tklmnii chee ..

3azouz: intii ma trdeen

Sara: 3azouz um busy let me talk to you laters

*Block*

( 3azouz is one of closest guy friends, he’s from the UAE, however his mother is from Morrocco .. he’s soo sweet, and always there wenever I need him, ow 7adda meyanaa ~)
I kept ignoring .. 7adi malii 5elg lah ... If i want to talk to him i can call him ~

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Mesh3al: Hi Babatiii
Mesh3al: Saraa abee aklmich Babatii ..
Mesh3al : Saraa refeejii ta3baan ow ra7 ared il Kuwait
Saraa: ma yeshouf Shar !! allah yashfeeh ..
Mesh3al : 9ar lah 7adeth sayaraa ow 7altaa sensitive, ow hathaa a3ez rab3ii ..
Sara: ee lazem etrou7 lah 7aram et’5leeh brou7aa hal 7azaa ..
M: abee shoufich gabil ma amshee ..
S: wulla makou majal .. Sorry
M: laish ? sh3endich ?
S: emte7anat ow denyaa ..
M: ana msafir youm il athnain ..
S: etrou7 wetred belsalama ..
M: plz 7awlii ashoufich babatii .. ana lazem a6le3 3endii il shabaab ..
S: Buh Byes !!

Mesh3al( Kuwaity, 23, lives in Hamilton. Canada, we met through facebook, & was so not my type .. so kel ellly bainy ow bainaa .. eny I feel bad for him leanaa taw yay fa kan ye7taj lots of help taking off . I helped find a place where he can learn English & stuff & a flying academy … Meshari liked me .. bss again he wasn’t my type !! )
--- Off to Bed

My life went that way for weeks or even months,, wut can you do with Routine …
However the highlights are the following :
*Malia keeps breaking up and making up with he lover Boi
*Rola & I still chilling every now and then always looking around to finding something interesting we can be passionate about .. & to break that Evil Routine .!
However the cherry on the Sundae is Faisal ..
Him & I got very close .. even though his sense of humour is not even cool …
Bss for some reason erte7t lah .. !
He had something no one had … !! He was honest & very straight forward...
Before I knew it .. University was over and Summer started ..
My family comes to visit every summer … cuz I usually have summer classes ( attempting to finish early) !!!

The thing is … Um a person with a Freaking Crazy heart !!
& a Million Pounds of Guilt !!
So I started feeling really bad for having guys on my Msn List ..! so Intelligent me decided to delete every guy on my list !!
& Faisal Goes as well !!

for the Summer I totally ditched & it was all rite .. since I was busy with My Little brothers & Rola !!!
our Outties were AWOSOME !!
When my family left back To Kuwait .. I went back to University & everything was Normal !!

Until One day !!
Rola & I were having problems & I so needed someone to talk to .. & here we go again … !!

MSN !!
I unblocked some of the people hoping to find comfort !!