Me, MySelf & Faisal Six .. Only Death can Do us apart

I was starting to fall for him real hard ~
Every thing about him was attracting me .. even his sillyness
Awwww
I started to miss him
& even the way we talk started to change

He went back to Vancouver on Sunday .. but I didn’t get to see him ..
Bss went he got there we talked on msn ..
Even though we could talk on the fone .. our relationship stayed on line
As days went ..
In november .. Rola & I really didn’t get along & who’s better to talk to than Faisal

One nite at like 2 in morning he signed in .. so we started our usual greetings & as I started to open up something felt paiful .. I couldn’t type anymore
So I apologized and went offline ..
Laying on my bed .. I hear my fone vibrate
Its Fasoul ..
( that it out first fone convo. Since we talked in the mall wen I was give’n him directions)
F: Aloo
S: Halla Faisal
F: Keifik?
S: il 7emdellah eb 5air .. you ?
F: ana el7emdellah 6ayeb..
Wesh feek mara we7da ketha 6l3tee ..
S: hmm .. makou bss I was too tired to type .
F: min weshou tired ..? goolily …
S: Faisal makou bss wullah 7ady feeling home sick ow ana ow Rola on bad terms
7asaa il mas2olya eb tethb7nii
F: hadi nafsik .. kel shai ow lah 7al .. intee il keberaa ow mawthou3 il mas2olya shai 7elw lel bent ..
S: Faisal a7ess in my heart is 30 years old ..
F: a7laa shai 3al bent inha etkoun young ow fee nafs il waget kbeera ow tet7mel maso2lyat bait ..
Our convo. Went on till 5 in the morning .. 5anet 7ailii kan kan emwa9el ..
He asked me to tell him a story before he slept .. so I told him the story of the three little pigs .. lol ..
( if you guys dun know it I’ll include it in the nxt post)

That nite I slept like a baby .. I felt so much relief ..
& I knew my heart was beating his name ..
that convo, did nothing in taking our relation to nxt level ..
we stayed online .. for weeks to come .
until !!
F: ee bacher emsafer
S: min 9ijek … bss ..
F: bss weshou ?
S: Um gonna miss talking to you ..
F: lool .. wesh d3waa ana mo raye7 9a7raa .. ra7 aklmik ow ashbek min henak
S: Madree bss .. a7sek betkoun far ..
F: Sara weshfeek .. ana dayem grebe mink .. la bainy ow baink il koun kelah ..
S: zain ya3ni bacher re7litk min Canada , london, Riyadh ?
F: laa .. Ra7 anzel Ma9er awl ow ba3dain il Riyadh ..
S: Zain bklmik gabil etrou7 .
F: enshulla min 3younii ..
S: okai .. zain ana bagoum anam ,, tamer 3ala shai
F: slamet galbik .. T9b7een 3ala ‘5air
S: ow enta min ahlaa .. sweet dreams luv ..

~ I couldn’t sleep .. I was thinking of him ..
yemken eyrou7 ow yensanii
akeed ra7 yensanii .. beykoun lahii ma3a ahla ow rab3aa
‘3air banat il Riyadh illy yemd7ounhm ..
Ya rabii .. bss redaa lee salem .. !!
Ma 7sait wala ana ga3daa 3ala 9out il fone ..
Wala Faisal ..
Aloo
F: 9baa7 il ward .. 9a7 il noom ya 7elwa
S: halla wulla .. shoonik ?
F: n7med allah yal zain ..!
S: faisal waink ?
F: ana fil ma6ar ..
S: no way .. I was hoping you change your mind
F: lool .. shgelnaa ..!!
F: Saraa ma ye7taj aw9eek 3ala nafsik .. 7e6y bailk 3ala 5wanik ..
Ow lebsee dafee lean jawek bard ..
S: enshulla .. ow enta b3ed plz . 6meny lea we9alet … la t5leeny a7atee .
Ow 7e6 balik 3ala nafsik ..
F: min 3youny .. yulla ana lazem ad5el el7een
S: Okaaai .. struggling to hide my weeping ..
F: Sara plz la tsween ketha .. wulla ma eyhoun 3alai .. kelha kem esbou3 ow raje3 lik
S: Okaai .. ‘5ala9 .. bss enta Take cares ..

I hanged up & texted him …
Ed3ee 3lai bel moout wala semenii .. bss la twd3eni d5eel allah ow t’3eeb .. ( ‘3nyat rashed)