Me, MySelf & Faisal ~ Nine *SmoooCh

April 2009 ..

Fassoul came to Montreal .. *
Ana 5leeta yerta7 ow ye6le3 ma3a his friend ..
Cuz his friend is going back to Riyadh for good .. ow 6yartaa min Montreal
Day 2 for Faisal in Montreal aka MTL
We decided to meet up ..
After a long day of getting lost and gay directions .. we found each others
& we were off to Starbux
we Have London Fog .. & started to talk
btw .. that’s the second time I see him after my birthday ..
its been since Oct, 08 .. Omg .. a while eah
I was in a purple striped buttoned shirt, a grey Cardigan & jeans .. & he was in jeans a t-shirt & a black guess jacket ..
He coldnt stop looking at me ..
It was awkward … I’ve never been that shy . *
Kenaa 7adna mertbkeen .. kel wa7ed 5ayef eyswee shai eyz3el il thanii
.. then we went for a walk dwn twn …
then I had to leave .. knowing that I wasn’t gonna see Faisal before he leave .. & he was leavin tmrw ..
we were in a cab .. & before I got out .. I did the un thinkable ..
I couldn’t get out before kissing him ..
I wanted it ..
Plus who knew when I was gonna see him again ..
Um better off doing it .. rather than not doing it & regretting it for ever ..
It was quick & juicy .. everything I wanted .. in fast forward mode .. with him I always imagined those slow take your time kisses ..
After the kiss .. I juss got out .. didn’t even look at him out of *shame*
And he was nice enough to not make it awkward ..

Bss now To me Faisal is something more than a guy I like or a b.f .. he’s the love of my life ..No exaggeration ~

June 09

One day z3lna 3ala b3th i seriously forgot why ... So as i always do i juss run away from confortation .. & I juss totally wanna ignore tha cause of my distress .. Faousl usually keeps calling me & texting until i reply .. he knows i cant resist him .. when we talk he makes me feel bad for getting mad at him & good for having an Angel like himself ...

The day i got mad at him & wouldnt pick up he left me a msg on MSN,

ow hathi il msg illy trkhaa lee .. ~

Kil illy abee agoola lik bss itha ma tabeeny la et3lgeeny ..
Ya b3ed hal denya kelaha 3endii .. ana ensan a3zek bss .. hatha kil ma6lbi mink itha t3zeeny .. ow allah ewafgik …
3omry kadert 5a6rik .. ow hath ail shai yakfeeny .. ahm shai 3endy iny ma ga9ert ma3ak bshai ow Shareek …
Wulla I dun remember wut happened .. bss tra’6eena .. :$
How could I not too <3>

So 9ert ana 7abibat Fasoul .. ( ehwo enadeeny chee )
Ow 9ert Shai5et il zain ( la8eb )
Ow Cinderella ( Maltaah)
‘3air .. 7biby ow 7ayaty etc ..

~ More to come be anticipating Pure Excitement ~